Weekly weigh in and goals

This week I weighed in at 205.8 pounds, for a weekly loss of 2.2 and a total loss of 38. I'm nearing two big milestones. First of all, the 40 pound loss mark is within reach. Then, getting below 200 and entering onederland isn't far behind.

Last week, my goal was to get back to weighing and measuring all my food. Um... yeah... Okay, I kept this goal up barely at all. My kitchen scale has a dead battery which I had meant to replace and didn't get around to. And, my measuring cups? Well, I just didn't use them.

Having said that, I did get back to a point of being aware of my serving sizes. I started to realize that I was had been eating too large of portions on some of my regular foods, and I can tell that without measuring. Despite the fact I didn't make this goal at all, I'm not going to make this my goal again for next week. I am going to replace that battery, and I am going to start periodically measuring my food, particularly the ones I have more of a tendency to go overboard on.

I also gave myself a new calorie range last week. I dropped from 1600-2000 to 1200-1600. I must admit that I lived near the top of that range most days, and went over it the day of my long run. I may consider adjusting it, but I'll give it one more week before I make that decision. It's a balancing act for me to eat enough to sustain my training while still losing weight.

So, my goal for next week? Stretching.

I tend to skip stretching a lot of the time because I find it boring. I know there is mixed research about it, and some of it even hints that stretching isn't always necessary. Stretching does make a difference for me though, and that's what really matters. I notice that I get less stiffness in my muscles when I stretch following a run. I also need to start stretching my arms following swims. So, this week, I'm committing to doing at least a few (yeah, set the bar high...) stretches after every workout.

I have 4 more weigh ins this year, and 6 pounds to go before I hit onederland!

Great run, New (sort of) friend

The blogosphere is an interesting place. You read and comment on other people's blogs, and they do the same on yours. Sometimes, you find people that you relate to more then others and you form friendships. These are often friends you will never meet due to geography, but sometimes geography isn't such a barrier...

Jen from Triathlete Within is one of those friends. We've had a long online courtship. I think she's pretty amazing. She's done the Banff triathlon (that I'm training towards this year) in some pretty severe weather conditions. She even looks good in a wetsuit, which is a feat in itself. She also only lives about 30 minutes away from me.

My husband claims we've been stalking each other online. When Jen mentioned that she was starting a Sunday running group, I was super excited. I missed a few because of my crazy craft show season, but this weekend, I had a craft fair on the Saturday and the Sunday was free. So, on a snowy day, I made the drive into the city to meet up.

Now, I have to admit, I get anxiety about running with other people. For all the weight I've lost, I still have a ways to go. Sometimes it makes me feel like the "fat girl" all over again. In your average group of runners, you don't see too many people my size. We also were going to be doing 10 km, a distance I have done many times. It's also a distance on which I've crashed many times.

Having said that, I haven't transformed my life by letting my insecurities hold me back. I now acknowledge them and carry on. If somebody wants to look at the "fat girl" running, that's a big improvement over the "fat girl" eating a donut.

I had a smooth drive in and got to the parking lot a bit early. It was cool outside, so I waited in my car for a bit. When it was almost 10:00, I took off my big winter jacket and changed from my boots to my running shoes. Jen arrived a couple minutes later, and we greeted each other with a hug. It was a new experience. I've never "met" somebody before that I already felt like I knew so well.

In a few minutes we were off. We were all dressed for running after all, not standing around. I declined the suggestion to run with the faster runners and ran with Jen at a bit of a slower pace. It made me feel a lot better about my fear of crashing towards the end of the 10km. I can push my pace for shorter distances, but I know if I push it for a full 10km, I may pay.

We chatted as we ran - the kind of talking where you say half a sentence then take a breath before continuing. It was one of the first times for me that a long run didn't feel like a battle to complete. The time flew by. When we hit our turn around point, I had lots of energy to keep going. We're both garmin addicts and regularly checked our distance. When we reached the end, we hit exactly 10 km. We both knew we had to run an extra little circle if that's what it took to make our garmins get the last 10th or 100th of a km.

Afterwards, four of us went for coffee and chatted some more. We laughed and joked and tried to convince Jen's husband to do a triathlon. (He runs and bikes, but doesn't swim.) Never once did I feel like the fat girl in the group of runners. I simply felt like a runner in a group of runners. For the former fat girl, that's a pretty cool feeling.

So, thank you for the run Jen. And thank you for a new friendship. The internet is a new social venue, but it's great to transfer one of those friendships into real life. :)

Three things Thursday

1. Happy Thanksgiving to all my American readers and friends!

We had Thanksgiving over a month ago here in Canada, so it's just a regular day for us. I hope that you all enjoy your day and your feasts in whatever way you've chosen to do so!

2. We're getting a break in the weather!

At 7:15 am, the temperature is already at -8c (18f) and it's supposed to go up to +1c (34f). I'm super excited! I'm going to take the kids for a walk after Spud finishes preschool, and am planning to get an outdoor run in with the chariot.

3. My husband asked me to make a Christmas list for him

Almost everything on it was related to running and triathlons. My Christmas lists used to be mainly kitchen gadgets and small appliances. He's lucky that I'm not at my final size yet, since it meant I restrained myself from putting clothing or a fuel belt on the list.

Weekly weigh in and goals - stepping it up

This week I weighed in at 208 pounds even, for a weekly loss of 0.2 pounds and a total loss of 35.8. For the record, when the weight change is less then a half pound any direction, I consider that to be the same as maintaining, which for the record, it's not time for yet.

So, what's the deal?

If you're not losing weight when you should, there's two areas you should look at: food and activity. Generally food is the real culprit as weight loss is about 80% nutrition, 10% activity, and 10% good genes. In my case, I'd say it's a bit of a combination, but mainly food.

I did get back to tracking this week, which is really important. However, I'm going to suggest that some of my portion sizes have grown. I tend to be pretty good at eyeballing portion sizes for months after a phase when I've measured and weighed. The problem is, it's been months since I've done a phase of measuring and weighing my portion sizes.

The other thing that I'm going to suggest is it's time to adjust my calorie range. Currently the calorie range I try to stick to is 1600 - 2000 calories, generally falling around the 1800 mark. The idea with the wide range is it gives me leeway to eat more on days when I'm particularly active and hungry. For quite a while, this range worked for me. I was losing around 2 pounds a week on it, and "if it's not broke don't fix it".

Now, it's broke. I'm not losing weight while eating in that calorie range. There's two reasons for this: first of all, I'm at the same calorie range I was 20 pounds ago. The amount of calories my body needs to maintain my weight has gone down, so there's less of a deficit.

The other reason is my level of activity. While I'm still getting planned work out sessions in, I'm less active in my regular day. With the weather getting frigid, we haven't been walking to the park or river as much. Instead we're driving to an indoor play centre, or lazing around at the pool. I don't actually think this is a major contributor, but it is a small piece of the puzzle.

It's time to adjust that calorie range. I'm going to drop it to 1200 - 1600 for the time being. I like having the wide range as it allows me to listen to my body more and be realistic about when I really do need more food. I'll play it week by week and adjust it again if I decide it's necessary. Hopefully it will make a difference and make the pounds start coming off again.

So, weekly goals...

Last week my goal was to stick to my planned activity for the week. Looking back at it, I had an aggressive plan of 11 work outs over a 6 day period. I did not stick to every workout. I did 8 over the 6 day period. Lesson learned. The week was busier then I expected and I had set my goals high following a week where I'd only got 4 work outs in.

This week's goal will be to weigh and measure my food. Tracking my food and counting calories doesn't do much good if the portions have grown over time.

Comfort food on a cold day

It's cold outside today. Not just cold like yesterday when I bragged about being hardcore. Really frickin' cold. This morning it was -34c (-29.f) with a windchill of -44 (-47f). Heck, it's so cold with windchill that the fahrenheit numbers are lower then the celsius ones. (I don't really get how the conversions work. Thank goodness for online calculators that do it for me.)

If you're like me, you start to crave comfort foods on days like this. A tasty stew, or macaroni casserole, a warm apple crisp...

I don't think there's anything wrong with comfort foods in and of themselves, but if you're like me and have trouble with moderation, it might be time to reframe what you consider a comfort food.

Enter the best soup ever:

Today I made a butternut squash soup. Super simple to make:

Spray roasting pan (I use a turkey roaster for the space) with non stick spray (I prefer olive oil). Cut in half 2 butternut squash and lay down in a roasting pan , add one red onion cut into chunks, and one bulb (yes, bulb, not clove) of garlic. Roast in the oven at 350 degrees for 45 minutes.

Take it out and scrape the squash into a large pot, add the onion and garlic. Add 1.5 - 2 cups vegetable stock (you could use chicken stock, but I like to be able to feed this to vegetarians). Bring to a boil and then simmer for 15 minutes.

Then use an immersion blender to puree it. (You could use a regular blender, but it would take a few batches and be a bit of a pain. Seriously, it is worth owning an immersion blender just to make this recipe.)

You can add salt or pepper to taste, but I find with the stock, I don't need to.

Seriously delicious. And, seriously healthy. And, it helps you meet your vegetable quota for the HBBC.

For the record, I'm hardcore now.

So, if you've been reading my blog this past week, you may have noticed that I've been doing a lot of whining about the weather and not a lot of running in it. Today, I changed that.

Today, the temperature out there is a cool -20c (-4f) with a windchill of -30c (-22f). Today I ran - outside.

I dropped the kids off at a sit this morning and came home. I had to check my email, and then I looked at the kitchen. It really needed to be cleaned.

Um yeah...

I decided to suck it up. I got all my outdoor clothing ready and hopped on the exercise bike to warm up. One thing is for sure, if I'm going out there, I'm not walking to warm up. I'm running the instant I leave the house, so that I don't freeze anymore then necessary.

I borrowed a face mask I gave to my husband for skiing, so I looked a bit like a bandit, aside from the red neck warmer.

I put my newly acquired yak trax on my shoes so I wouldn't slip and I headed out.

Before I went out, I told myself that I only had to do 1 km. Today was about getting out there, not doing the distance. In the end, I did 2 km before I came home for a warm shower.

It wasn't as bad as I was expecting, although I do need a warmer jacket.

Can I be considered hardcore for running in that temperature?

Getting outside in the cold

I have to admit a problem I'm having. It's going outside. Now, I have been going outside for various reasons every day, but I'm avoiding it when I can. The temperature has been around -20c (-4f).

The first day it snowed, I dressed myself and the kids up in full winter gear to go for a walk and make snow angels. Since then, I shudder at the thought of being outside longer then going from the car to whatever location. I don't know what my problem is. Intellectually, I'm well aware that proper clothing can make any temperature comfortable, but I feel like my bones are just cold.

Then there's running. I swore I was going to run all winter long. And I am. But, so far, it's been at the indoor track. Sure it's boring watching the walls go around, but I pump up my music and go. Somehow, I need to convince myself that I can run even in the frozen wasteland. I don't know if I should just dress all the way up, including snow pants. Then go for a run and over heat. Maybe then I can convince myself that I will be fine running in this weather.

I'm scheduled to run a 5k race Dec 31. Now, to be quite honest, I'm hoping for a chinook (a weather phenomenon we get here where we can warm up 20 degrees or more.) Fact is though, I don't get to schedule the chinook, so I better be prepared to do it, even if it's frigid.

So, what are your winter running strategies? How much clothing do you wear, and how do you convince yourself to get out there?

Three things Thursday

1. I've done my last couple runs at the indoor track.

Yesterday evening, when I signed in, the lady said "okay, I'll mark you down as walking". I really wanted to correct her and tell her that I wasn't walking. I was running. I decided it wasn't worth it. I've noticed that the majority of the people on the track are just walking, so I suppose the assumption is natural. At $2 a time, or 12 runs for $20, I don't think I'll ever buy a treadmill. I much prefer running outside, so I only intend to do the track when I really need to.

2. My son is planning on becoming a personal trainer.

When I was running with the kids on Tuesday, I had to take walk breaks every few minutes. (Running with a chariot is very challenging.) Spud would ask me why we were going slower. When I told him I was out of breath, he told me to take a drink of my water. Then: "You drink your water mommy? Now you have energy; now we can go FAST again!"

3. I've been getting a bleeding toe. (non-runners, you may just want to skip this.)

My toes are shaped funny in a permanently pushed together configuration. (perhaps from years of wearing slightly too small shoes?) When I run, one of my toenails has started cutting into the toe next to it, even if I trim the toenail the day before. I think I'm just going to have to wrap the injured toe in bandaids to keep it from happening.

Weekly weigh in, mini goals in the cold and dark

First off the facts. This weeks weigh in was 208.2 for a weekly gain of 0.6 and a total loss of 35.6.

Now, I am firmly of the belief that it is possible to do everything right and still maintain or gain a small amount of weight over the course of one week. Water weight can cause fluctuations and hormones can play a roll. The real question is: did I do everything right?

No.

There's 2 main factors at play and since weight loss is fairly straight forward, the factors are pretty simple. Food and activity.

I have not been tracking my food properly. I've been tracking, sure, but it's the kind of tracking where I sit down at the end of the day and try to remember everything I had. Not so good. I could do that prior to having kids and actually remember everything. Now, some of my brain cells have melted and I forget things - meaning I have probably gone over my calorie range at least some days.

The other is activity. I have always said that I don't exercise to lose weight. I train to swim, bike, and run better. Doing so much can actually make it more difficult to lose because it introduces the balancing game of eating enough to sustain significant activity. I rarely consciously add calories due to activity.

But, I did settle into a calorie range that worked for me to lose a couple pounds a week. This worked for me at at time when I was running 4 times a week, swimming 3, and biking when I could. In the last week, I ran once, swam twice, and did a short stationary bike session. Not cool. Even if I didn't intentionally add calories due to activity, the reason that calorie range was working was due to the activity.

It's ironic. On the very week that I made plans to do a half marathon and olympic triathlon, I also practically stopped running. Seems I spent a lot of time thinking about it and not a lot doing it.

So, what's going on?

Well, I combined a busy week with cold and dark then used it as an excuse. I've lost my interest in 5am running. There isn't a speck of light in the sky, and the mercury continues to drop. Waiting for my husband to get home doesn't help. Since the time change, it's completely dark by the time he gets home as well.

That's the situation. We'll talk solution in a minute.

Let's change gears for a moment and talk about weekly goals. Last week, my goal was to get more sleep by getting to bed by 9:30. I did it every night but one. The first few days, I actually found myself exhausted, despite getting more sleep. I'm not sure if that's just a result of my body adjusting or what. Overall, it has made me feel more human though, so I'll continue to strive for more sleep.

On to this week. Given what I've identified as the challenges this week, I think my goal is pretty obvious. I'm not making it tracking though. That's just something I need to, and will do. Period. The goal is activity.

There's no reason I have to do my runs at 5 am. There's also no reason I can't come up with a different plan, and that's what I failed to do. I have multiple ways to get runs in. Either outdoors or at the local track. I can do it early morning or evening when my husband is home. I can take the kids out in the chariot and do it with them along, like I did yesterday (hard work!) I can make use of my babysitting co-op and run while I have my kids in sits.

Spud and Sweetpea hanging out before the run

With the weather changing and life being busy, it's easy to put things off, sometimes to the extent that they never happen. Without a plan for my activity, it became too easy to let it go. So, this week, the goal is to make a plan which accounts for schedule and weather. Then stick to it. Simple right?

So, here's the plan.

Yesterday: Chariot run (done!), evening swim (done!)
Tuesday: track run (done!), evening stationary bike
Wednesday: Chariot run (weather dependant) Evening swim (plus track run if chariot run doesn't happen)
Thursday: 30 day shred (in the morning if possible), evening stationary bike
Friday: Morning run (outside if it's not too slippery), evening swim
Saturday: morning long run
Sunday: Active rest day - swim lesson in the evening

I feel so much better when I am active. Having a plan sets me up to follow through. Next week, I'll see a loss that will propel me that much closer to Onederland.

Commit

It's all fine and good to make goals and to plan to do things, but it's equally important to commit to them and follow through. With running races and triathlons, actually signing up for the race is a step that makes it real for me and sets things in stone. We aren't poor, but we're also not in a financial state where I can throw money away. If I sign up and pay for the race, I'm doing it.

"Deborah Johnson is now Registered
for Subaru Banff Triathlon."

Those were the words that came up on the screen following my online registration. I also registered for an Alberta Triathlon membership, which commits me to doing at least one more race. (The membership is $20 for one race, or $35 for the year.)

For someone that asked, an Olympic triathlon is not the one that has a marathon at the end. That's an Iron distance, which is a 2.4 mi swim, 112 mi bike, and 26.2 mi run. I will do an ironman one day, but that day is years away.

An Olympic distance is a 1.5 km swim (0.93 mi), 40 km (24.8 mi) bike, and 10 km (6.2 mi) run.

What I had been planning on doing this year is sprint triathlons, which would be one third the swim distance and half the bike and run distance of an Olympic. I am confident that I could do a sprint triathlon a week from now if the opportunity existed.

I am not confident I could do an Olympic a week from now. Quite frankly, the Olympic distance frightens me. The swim terrifies me. What if I drown? The most non-stop swimming I have done is just over a km. And that was not in open water. Can I ride my bike 40 km? Don't know. I've never done it. I can run 10 km, but can I do it after swimming and riding?

Well, now I'm committed.

The good part is, I don't have to do the Olympic triathlon in a week. In fact, I have almost 43 weeks to prepare. 43 weeks ago, I couldn't run for a minute, or swim a metre. Let's see how far I can go.

Free cookies

This weekend I did a craft fair. Yes, on the side I sell ridiculously cute hair accessories for little girls. In the past, I've been weak at craft fairs. There's always somebody there selling baked goods. I usually neglect to bring sufficient food, and when it gets slow, I get bored, and the baked goods get really tempting.

This time, I successfully steeled my will against the baked goods and they weren't even that tempting. I kind of looked at them and went: "meh, not that great looking." I brought sufficient (healthy) food that I couldn't use hunger as a legitimate excuse.

What was tempting was the table of free refreshments (aka cookies). Why is it, that when something is free, we get this urge to take advantage? I mean, if I want or need a cookie, I have the financial ability to buy myself a box of them. There was nothing special about these cookies. I have no doubt I could find them in a box at the grocery store. Yet, for some reason, when it's free, my mind goes "better get it before it's gone".

For what it's worth, I also resisted the free cookies. Yet, I find it a very interesting gut reaction that I had. It's not like there's any shortage of cookies in the world - particularly mediocre store bought cookies. Why does my mind instinctually feel I must have it because it's offered free?

Go big or go home

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Wednesday I started asking myself "what next?" What's my next step in my racing life? I've done a 5k, and a 10k. I have plans to do both of them faster. Both of those will be accomplished by March.

Then there's triathlons. When I set a goal to do a triathlon last spring, it was with trepidation. I did not run or swim - at all. To dream of doing a triathlon was huge. To plan to do one seemed even more amazing. My intention was to do a sprint triathlon. (5k running, 20k biking, 500 metre swim). Small distances to some, but a huge accomplishment to a non-runner with a fear of deep water.

Initially, doing triathlons was intended to help with the weight loss. No more. Now, I'm losing weight so that I can run and do triathlons better. My entire mindset has shifted, and it's the kind of shift that is life changing.

One of the comments on Wednesday came from Jen. She told me "I think you're going to be disappointed if you only do a sprint tri this year. You're definitely capable of more". True words. Thank you Jen.

At the time I set the goal, it seemed ambitious. Now, I regularly do all of those distances and more multiple times a week. Okay, I'll admit I'm less trained on the bike, but I can still ride the 20k, with 90 pounds of kid and chariot behind me. When I ride without pulling the trailer, I feel like I'm flying.

So, what now?

A spring half marathon.

A fall Olympic length triathlon.

I'll still do my sprint lengths... to train for the Olympic.

Go big or go home.

Take a moment today

Please take a moment of silence today to remember those that fought and died for our freedom.

What comes next?

After reaching a major goal, there is always a little bit of a let down period. It's kind of like a "now what?" phase.

I finished a 10k race this weekend, which for me, was a major accomplishment. I was never a runner. Never "liked" to run. I was the fat girl in gym class that walked the 12 minute run. This weekend I ran for over an hour. If only my high school gym teachers could see me now...

So, now what?

Well, it's been working for me. Having a race on my horizon has kept me focused. It keeps me from skipping runs because I know I need to do them to get ready. It keeps my nutrition in check because when I eat poorly it screws with my runs.

Next is a 5k for New Year's Eve, the resolution run. That's right, while everyone else is dressing up for a swanky party, I'm going to be sweating it out and setting a personal best for the 5k distance. Maybe breaking the 30 minute mark...

Then, I'm pretty sure another 10k is on the table. There's one for St. Patrick's day. It's a longer break between races then I'd prefer, but there's not a lot to sign up for in January or February. I'm thinking it may be realistic to break the one hour mark.

One thing that's pretty cool about my running is I have lots of room and potential for improvement. My times are respectable enough for a beginning runner, but pretty darn good for an overweight one. Weight has a huge effect on running, so between further training and more weight loss, I have a lot of potential to get faster.

Now the next question: Do I sign up for a half marathon in the spring? Or, do I shift my focus to triathlons and wait until the fall to do a half marathon?

Weigh in and mini goals update

This week I weighed in at 207.6, for a weekly loss of 1.2 and a total loss of 36.2. Not a huge loss, but I'm okay with it. Last week I had a large loss that made me think it was partly due to dehydration. This may have just evened it out.

This brings me to the next point. I've started setting weekly mini goals, and one week in I'm liking it. This week, my goal was to drink my water and I did great. I really enjoy water, so it was no hardship for me. I just had to make a point to keep filling up my glass or bottle.

For the coming week, my goal is going to be to get enough sleep. Sleep deprivation is linked to obesity, and on a personal level, I have a much harder time controlling my cravings when I haven't slept enough. I also don't feel as good running and swimming when I'm exhausted. It affects just about every aspect of my life.

To achieve this, I've switched my workouts around. I no longer am going to run on mornings following an evening swim. It just didn't leave enough time in between to sleep long enough. It doesn't mean cutting out my runs and swims, just doing them on the same day, which actually puts more time between them. I'm hoping it will have the side effect of getting me back on my bike the other days.

I'm also going to make a point of going to bed by 9:30. That's right folks. 9:30. I think that officially makes me old.

At least I can be old and well rested...

Run Without Borders - race review

Saturday I ran my first 10k (6.2 mi) race. I'd been working towards it since finishing my first 5k race in September. I won't say that training was free of challenges, but I worked through them and came to race day (semi) confident that I could do it. My biggest challenge was bonking and running out of energy on my longer runs. I had figured out a food combination that seemed to work for me in my final training run, so I just hoped it wasn't a fluke and would work again on race day.

My main goals for this run were to not bonk, and finish within 1:10. My last training run I had done 10k in 1:12, but the race was a much flatter route, so I figured I could shave off a couple minutes.

I got up bright and early so that I could have my breakfast a few hours beforehand. Then I made the drive into downtown Calgary. Since I live outside the city, I gave myself plenty of time in case I dealt with traffic or parking issues. I had problems with neither and arrived with tonnes of time and while it was still mostly dark outside.


We had made the decision for me to head in alone. While I would have loved to have my kids and husband come watch the race, I did not want the morning stress of getting a 2 and 3 year old ready and out the door in time. Plus, it was pretty chilly. I knew I'd be fine since I was running, but it would be a lot harder on the kids waiting around. This report is light on the photos, since I didn't have a photographer/husband along.

I killed some time walking around before the race and checking out the beginning of the course. Looked like there was construction and the pathway was closed where it was supposed to go, but I figured they had it worked out. About 20 minutes beforehand, I ate my homemade granola bar and apple. That had worked well for me the previous week, so I was hoping it would again.

About 5 minutes before the race, somebody from one of the sponsor gyms got up on stage and started doing an aerobics warm up. I decided that I didn't need to do knee ups or hamstring curls since I'd already been walking around for an hour. Instead I took a last minute bathroom break. Yay for a location that has an indoor area to wait when the weather is cold!

Then it was time to head outside. I was dressed fairly lightly, so I let a lot of people go in front of me to get out the door. I only had a light, long sleeved shirt on. It amazed me that other people would be able to run with a heavy jacket, toque and mitts. (It was right around freezing 0 c, 32 f).This picture was taken prior to the start.

I didn't have my camera with me during the race itself.

Everyone seemed reluctant to go near the front. I know that I'm not a front of the pack runner, so I was trying to hold back, but I ended up much closer to the starting line then I would usually go with about 6-7 rows of people in front of me.

Then the signal was given and we were off. Surprisingly, I was keeping up with those around me. There were a few people passing everyone, but those were people that clearly should have gone up to the front (where there was lots of room).

I knew I was running faster then usual, but I figured I'd go with it for a little bit. I felt fine and I wanted to see if I could let the race day adrenaline carry me on a bit. We went across a bridge that took us around the area where I'd seen construction.

The view of the bow river from the bridge.
The entire run was on pathways by this river.

When my garmin beeped for my first km, I realized that I had finished it in just under 6 minutes. I wasn't surprised, since I knew I was running on the fast side for me. I figured I could probably keep it up if I only had to do 5km, but would likely burn out if I tried to do 10 at that rate. I usually go closer to 7 min/km on my longer runs. I slowed down a little bit to find a pace I felt I could sustain a bit better.

Not long afterwards, we passed the 1km sign, except, according to my garmin, we were actually 1.23 km in. I figured that the first sign must just be in the wrong place, but when we passed each km sign, it was always 0.23 km further then it should be. I realized that they had only accounted for the construction by detouring the route, and adding distance, but not taking that distance off anywhere else. Since the race was an out and back, that meant both the first and last km were longer then they should be.

My run/walk plan for this race had been to run except at the water stations (2.5, 5, and 7.5 km). Truthfully, I wasn't sure I'd be able to, but I found the energy of all the runners really helped propel me along. I didn't even walk for a minute at the aid stations like I'd planned. I just slowed down to grab my water, swallow it and discard my cup - maybe 10 seconds.

Around the 5km mark, I was starting to get tired. At around 7km, I reminded myself that I just had to keep my legs moving and they'd carry me to the finish. Throughout this time though, I still managed about a 6:30/km pace, which I have never been able to do on a long run before.

At the 9km point, I picked up the pace. I know I can run 6:00/km, and with only 1km left, I didn't need to save my energy. (Though admittedly, that last km was a long one.) The point where I felt frustrated was when I hit 10km. I had signed up for a 10k race! Not 10.5! But, whether I knew I had done 10 or not, I hadn't crossed the finish line, so I kept going.

I was just starting to wonder if I had pushed myself too much for the last stretch when I turned a corner and there was the finish line. One of the race volunteers was there and was cheering me on, telling me I was almost there. I sprinted to the end and crossed the finish line strong.

1:06:21

Despite my frustration about the long course, I still finished in less then 1:10. In fact, I was done 10km in 1:03:39, so breaking the hour mark isn't an unrealistic goal in the future.

Running races is an amazing feeling. I push myself in a way I don't think I'm capable of in training. Then when I go back and train, I know I'm capable of more, so I try for it. I'm becoming an addict, and this time, the addiction is a good one. That adrenaline is better then any brownie.

Race results

Just a quick post to share my 10k race results.

I felt great about the race and finished in 1:06:21.

The course was actually almost half a km long though. There was construction on part of the path, and they just detoured the race without shortening it anywhere else. According to my garmin, it was 10.46 km. I was not the only one who noticed it, so it wasn't a faulty garmin reading.

Had it actually ended at 10k, I would have finished in 1:03:39. Not bad for a first 10k! I'm still going to count 1:06 as my official personal record though.

Race Day!

Excuse the frizzy hair. I'll be wearing a hat.

Just a quick post to say that today I will be running my first 10k race! 3216, a good number. I'm 32 years old right now, and 16 is half of that.

Three things Thursday

1. I'm getting pre-race day nerves again.

I do the run without borders on Saturday, in 2 days. I didn't sleep well at all last night, despite attempting an early bedtime. I just don't deal well with stress and I need to get a better handle on it. I have been running over 10 km, once a week, for more then a month now. I can do the race. My only goal is to finish and set a personal best (which is easy when it's my first...) I need to just let go of the nerves.

2. The increased water consumption is going well.

I think I picked a great week to focus on this given I'm racing on Saturday. I'm feeling a lot better and not as snacky now that I'm drinking water. It is still taking a conscious effort, and I'm having to remind myself to keep filling my water glass, but I am easily getting in my 3 litres a day.

3. I'm going to have to change my swim/run timings.

I've been having a harder and harder time getting up for my runs in the early morning. I never delay it without having a firm plan when I'll make it up, but I have started turning the alarm off more and more. I think it comes down to the fact that I just haven't been getting enough sleep.

I usually swim and run on opposite days, but that means I'm swimming until 9:00 at night and then setting my alarm for 5:00 the next morning. It's not like I even get 8 hours when it takes into account the time to get home from the pool and wind down. Then there's the times my kids wake up. I've decided to start swimming and running on the same days. It will actually put more time between them then when they're on opposite days, and I'm more likely to start getting my biking sessions in again.

Calgary area - come join us!

So, if anyone else is reading and/or blogging in the Calgary area, here is our chance to have a little bloggy meetup! Come do the resolution run with us!

Right now myself, Jen from Triathlete Within and Nicole from Haute Runner are doing it. Let me know if you want to meet up with us. We won't plan to stay together during the run as I'm sure everyone has different time goals, but if you're in the area, it would be great to make some connections.

As for me, I had my fastest recorded run yesterday. Early morning, I turned off my alarm, too exhausted to run. Instead I went out in the evening when my husband got home.

I decided to really push and see what I could do. I'm happy to say that even without race day adrenaline, I managed an average of 6:12/km (about a 10 minute mile) for 5.5km (3.4 mi). For me, that's pretty fast, and is longer then I've ever maintained that pace before.

It also proved to me that I can run in the evening. Sometimes I get really stuck in my routine and feel like I have to do it the way I have been. It's good to have solid routines, but it's also important to be flexible.

Not one piece - Halloween aftermath

It's now two days past Halloween. Normally for me, this would mean dealing with the aftermath. Too many candies consumed and a (smaller then it should be) pile left there still tempting me. The sugar running rampant in my system and making me want more, more, more...

Not this year.

This year, I haven't had a single candy. Not one mini chocolate bar, not a caramel candy, not one chocolate bar... Oh wait, I already said that. Yep, the mini chocolate bars have always been my Halloween drug of choice. Sounds easy, you say? After all, I didn't give out candy. But, I did have two very cute candy collectors:

Spud was absolutely obsessed with the idea of trick or treating. Ironically, the kid doesn't even like most candy and chocolate. The joy of it for him is in going to houses, saying trick or treat, roaring his lion roar. Sweetpea is happy enough to eat any sweets put in front of her, but fortunately also likes healthy food, so does fine as long as not too many sweets are in front of her.

Sweetpea was tired, and only lasted a few houses before we dropped her back at home with Daddy, where she promptly fell asleep.


After a long time trick or treating with Spud, he ate half a little box of smarties and was satisfied. I took a moment and looked at the pile of loot.

"Do I allow myself to have just one?" I asked aloud.

My husband, who sometimes acts as my conscience when I've lost my own, answered my question for me. No. He reminded me of the fact that I'm running my first 10k race in less then a week. I don't want to screw around with my nutrition and go off track again.

He was right.

That moment of craziness where I felt like I simply must eat some of that chocolate passed quickly. Now, two days later, it's just about gone. If I had gone for it and had "just one"? Well, we all know it wouldn't have been just one.

I'm all for occasional treats and special occasions if it works for you. Let's be honest though: there isn't anything special about Halloween candy. As chocolate goes, it's the cheapest, lowest quality stuff out there. Not worth an indulgence. You also have to be honest about whether it works for you. If you can't have just one, don't have any.

So, moving forward...

I drank a lot of water yesterday, and interestingly found myself very thirsty even with the large quantities I was getting in. Makes me wonder if I had just gotten so used to ignoring those signals.

Weekly weigh in and mini goals

This morning I weighed in at 208.8, for a weekly loss of THREE pounds and a total loss of 35.

Now, as pleased as I am with that, my first thought was: "am I dehydrated?"

Don't get me wrong; I don't mean to take away from the fact that I'm doing well and I'm getting this weight to move now. I expected a loss. But, for me, 3 pounds in a week is a LOT. I may be over 200 pounds, but I'm also a 5'11 woman, so I'm not even obese at that weight and getting closer to healthy. Not enough that I'd expect big drops like this.

I also did a 13 km run yesterday, my longest yet! Having said that, looking back, I don't think I actually did a lot of water drinking after my hour and a half of running. It was a busy day. We took the kids to the pool and then there was the craziness of Halloween night with small kids.

Some of you may have noticed that I never set monthly goals for October. After a few months of setting goals, I felt like my lists were getting longer and longer, and meaning less. What I've decided to start doing now is setting mini weekly goals. Each week, I'll choose something to focus on: either an area I think I've been slipping in or something new I'd like to add to my routine.

Having said that, my goal for this week is to drink lots of water. A minimum of 3 litres a day. I like water. I don't mind drinking it. Lately, I've just become absent minded about it and haven't been doing it. I used to have a couple glasses of water along with everything I ate. I used to constantly be drinking from one bottle or another I'd have around. Somehow, I let those habits slip, and it's time to bring them back. This morning, I had a glass of water along with my usual herbal tea. I plan to add extra glasses into my routine, and in between it as well.

So, in conclusion, Onederland is coming closer, and I'm going to start drinking my way there.